Deception accepted

Lot of books have been read and lot of thoughts have been stored in my mind. Sometimes it pushes me to materialistic ways and sometimes in spiritual ways. Because books were my treasure and I thought that will cross the ocean for me. There was no concern about my life process. Also there was not a strong capability to perceive the core of who I am. I am sure the education and parents and lovers and friends are not capable enough to provide a strong perception about my life process. Many a times I don't even know I have a option to perceive the core life process. Mind and body can grasp the attention through out my life. Also the society has 1000 norms that I have to follow from education to job to marriage to children that can squeeze every material strength that I have. Never I thought I can do kriya for an hour that can open the core of my being and when it happened , whatever that flowed out of me made extremely lively. First time I knew the beauty of creation. If devotion tied

I have been reading a book which talked about the presence throughout of it. What is presence actually. What is present actually. To understand this , you have to tell everyone that is something is present. What is that you can say that can be seen by the last man. The presence is not physical by any means because presence becomes absence in due course of time. Whole living beings after few years are seen as top soil. Their presence are in other people mind and those thoughts are forgotten to thin air after some time . Then what is the presence that we have to understand. Is about your presence or my presence or his God presence or her God presence. Is presence a lie. The basic awareness is that we do not have to identify the presence with some person or some God, the presence itself is very much complete by itself. Moreover the most important thing to be aware is the presence is the only one that is present. Your presence is the only thing that exists and  all the other things ar