Deception accepted

Lot of books have been read and lot of thoughts have been stored in my mind. Sometimes it pushes me to materialistic ways and sometimes in spiritual ways. Because books were my treasure and I thought that will cross the ocean for me. There was no concern about my life process. Also there was not a strong capability to perceive the core of who I am. I am sure the education and parents and lovers and friends are not capable enough to provide a strong perception about my life process. Many a times I don't even know I have a option to perceive the core life process. Mind and body can grasp the attention through out my life. Also the society has 1000 norms that I have to follow from education to job to marriage to children that can squeeze every material strength that I have. Never I thought I can do kriya for an hour that can open the core of my being and when it happened , whatever that flowed out of me made extremely lively. First time I knew the beauty of creation. If devotion tied

I have been reading a book which talked about the presence throughout of it. What is presence actually. What is present actually. To understand this , you have to tell everyone that is something is present. What is that you can say that can be seen by the last man. The presence is not physical by any means because presence becomes absence in due course of time. Whole living beings after few years are seen as top soil. Their presence are in other people mind and those thoughts are forgotten to thin air after some time . Then what is the presence that we have to understand. Is about your presence or my presence or his God presence or her God presence. Is presence a lie. The basic awareness is that we do not have to identify the presence with some person or some God, the presence itself is very much complete by itself. Moreover the most important thing to be aware is the presence is the only one that is present. Your presence is the only thing that exists and  all the other things ar

When you close your eyes and sit in a place eventually you can be aware of the mind stating its desires and an urge to do the immediate need. But at the same time you can understand what it wants. Also you can be aware that it will tell you are a failure if you do not satisfy its needs. Eventually if you are projected as a failure your emotion joins hands with your mind to give you a depressed state. If your mind and emotion are working together , your energy will seek very little permission to energize your weakness more. Once the energy starts energizing your weakness, thoughts start flowing to make your depressed state into a psychological reality. This energizing factor is the topic of the page.            Once you sleep and get up in the morning, your body and mind are well rested and but the energies are dormant. Your mind and body will be very receptive to imbibe the energy to make it an external action. That’s why early morning bath, followed by exercise and yoga that would act

Life is full of twist and turns. It is not the same everyday. It is too good to follow the heart. Where does the Quantifying Factor arise. Why sometimes our joy is enhanced by seeing something is increasing and why sometimes the joy is stolen when something is decreasing. The talent, skill, power, wealth, love, beauty, art, endurance feels sweet when it is expressed. Once the expression is complete, there is a complete understanding arises that we are rewarded. The understanding that we have provided a worthy experience to others.Most of the time when it comes fresh from us, the receiver experience a different dimension of us and we receive the pleasure of giving it. In due course of time, when the giving becomes a routine, the talent is also seen as a natural outcome from you. The expectations of being rewarded is not getting fulfilled. Is it necessary , the progress have to be shown continuously. What if there is threshold and nothing can be done more. You search

Darkness, the only thing you knew, A shell covered you, threw you out into a bigger shell. Everyday your mother took you up closer to her bosom, You felt the love and forget that she placed you down everytime. Joined a school , Learnt the intrinsic of intrinsic things, Amazed by the mysticism, still unaware everytime you forget and remember. Loved your lover , The hugs and kisses, Lifted your heart in emotion, Triggered your harmones to copulation. That cloudiness made you forgot, You crave because of the fall. Got the job, Working twelve hours a day, The promotion shows the next level, Shows every lift is a fall by itself. Children and grandchildren , fresh and beautiful, Brings back second childishness. Mind stops to become adult, and wants to become a child again. Going back to the same darkness, In the deathbed, Watching people hold the wrinkled hands with tears, Remembering the father and mother, felt your small fingers with tears. Same old darkn

What is addiction? Actually something that enslaves us or something that makes us unaware of outside world . For me addiction is something great. Only during the addiction the ego "YOU" is absent in your life . We always termed addiction as the negative aspect of life. The negative aspect and positive aspect are the games played by the dual mind. Why are we behind something or somebody, is just because deep inside there is an instinct of self preservation and incompleteness. We long to forget who we are and what we cling to mind body and emotion. As addiction creates a great distance between us and our physical realm of the world, it feels ecstatic.  My question is why different people are addicted to different things. So one activity that controls people does not control the other. So does that addiction is not with the substance or people you use and is it purely dependent on how you have made up your mind? IS it this way that people are more concerned about what